Damn this sleeping schedule. So I get into the bad habit of being up all night and sleeping all day during breaks! And let me tell you, they are a bitch to break! But it’s okay for now but soon I will have to fix this because I will start work on the 7th at ID Services at Texas State!

I am actually kinda excited for this job. I know I am going to hate life for a little while since I work through all of the orientations but it will all be worth it when I am able to pay for my rent! lol

I have been thinking a lot about school and what I want to do. I love English I really do and teaching English is what I want to do, but I have another love. Anthropology. There is just something about it that continuously pulls me to it. It is like history with out the bits I don’t really like haha. So I think that I am going to set up an advising appointment to see if it is possible for me to major is both English and Anthropology.

Next semester is going to be so much better than last semester by a long shot. I am excited for the opportunity to be the band librarian for the marching and concert bands. That will be really fun. I like that kind of work don’t hate!

Also for next semester my big Allyson is coming back! Woooot Woooot! I am really excited about that! Then I can have both of my TBS bigs at Texas State with me so that’s a plus!

With all of this going on, last semester seems only a bad dream instead of reality! :)

This past week has been pretty awesome! I spent almost everyday with my love! Late nights and crazy adventures are always fun right? Lol went to a crazy party and lost my shoes. But thankfully I got them back haha. Played pluckers trivia for the first time ever! I’ll have to do that again soon! It was a great week spent with great people and my one and only (for the time being) I say that because I dont believe in jumping the gun on relationships haha

Okay so let me just say I have issues with focusing, I always have and probably always will. But when I actually do get focused on something like a project, I take it very seriously because I myself realize that I finally found something that I will be able to finish without getting bored half way through. On these certain projects I have the tendency to kind of wear blinders and if you aren’t helping the project along then oh well those blunders block you out. I get so into what I’m doing that I forget everything else which can be bad. I think this is the reason I’ve taken so many jobs at the university. It helps me keep from getting bored and also gives me opportunities to practice on being focused. Also I just like to work I the music building haha

So I had a fun thought today that I have my soul split into several pieces (but without the killing) these pieces are people. See no one knows everything about me. But there are some who know bits And pieces of everything. I find it a lot easier that way and it keeps the balance of power over me to a minimum. So yeah I’m bad ass and I actually have a nose not like voldemort!

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So I had this whole long thing typed out and some more planned that basically explains all the crazy that is in my brain. But I deleted it all. I don’t want to deal with the repercussions that would come from what I write. These thoughts have to remain in my head for now… :/ sad. Tonight would be a great TC night and a river night.

Most Def. :/

I definitely missed this. I missed being able to spend the night and just hangout with you. Waking up and seeing your face was the best part of my day :) even though you are a huge pain! I still love you :)

Okay it’s totally fine to assume I don’t know what I’m talking about! It’s not like I haven’t been going over everything for the past 2 months. Yeah that’s cool. It’s totally fine to doubt everything I do. No big fucking deal